Saturday, April 08, 2006
feeling reali tired n lazy todae but no choice, had to go for gl meeting at ten. yea. few ppl turned up as expected n well, wasn't reeali a waste of time lah. so not so bad. sheeEBy still slping when we finished.. lazy pig, din even fetch chu ting to swimming this morning when she was supposed to.. end up ct had to go by herself... poor girl. yea well.. headed to far east with teddy penny yewei to await the arrival of ms jasmine-susan-sheeEBy-lu-wen-ting. all da way until 3 plus lah! haiya. slacked around in far east then went over to taka where there was this 2 on 2 bball thingy.. but damn hot lah so we decided to go on in n sit outside art fren like retards. well, not reali da sitting down part tat made us tardy but da part where we were all playing with da balloooons which teddy bought tat made it worse. .? before, were camping at b1 there playing with spongebob stickers. yea. nth to do mah. dun mind my words a little dun make sense or wat. i wanna slp le.. haiya. sheeEBy sortof 'advertised' my blorg on her blorg.. wth.
[Woah... Go read jamie's blog entry on Fri 7th April... Cool stuff..
Ya...
"haiz. now c fel so stress again.. cos of wat? guys. dumb guys. everything's cos of them...."
go read to find out more.....
http://jam-.blogspot.com/]
heh. doubt anyone wld come*smiles retartedly*
oh yah... then ah. when sheeEBy finally came.... we went over to meet tinee then do wat we had to then yah.. rest went off leaving me n sheeEBy A-L-O-N-E. O.O! goed to bugis where we sat n toked in mos. she said she like to tok to me leh. i very happi=D got ppl like to tok to me leh!! whooO~ still got time to spare so she said mayb wan take 133 from bugis to suntec to bugis then alight then i continue taking home. u noe.. quite fun leh.. i love bus rides yay. anyway ended up onli me taking da ride, still early mah... n then take big round like tat got seat. if not will have to stand all da way home=(
hhmmm.. wonder how DOC will be like.. like hu'll be in my empire n stuff... hope will be super fun lah! oh n juz received da email from aini, my empire head, saying tat theres 8 ppl in our empire onli. as in 8 gls onli... those in my group for da DOTC.. . hhmmm. not reali very excited with this news... tot wld be like same empire as christine n gang then can like more enthu n stuff mah.. my this group like not reali very enthu lah.. like tat how i enthu?? haiya. i dunno lah. juz hope i wun go totally sian n not wanna do anything=| pray hard. .
deep dark chasm of despair*
you sang to me @ {11:05:00 PM}
Friday, April 07, 2006
donating blood. my 1st time. dun feel da scariness yet but i noe later i will. tine said is not painful at all. but we'll juz have to wait n see. hope it goes well. yah. last nite mummy almost dun wan let me go. say c my pimples then say my blood not clean then cannot donate.
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rite........ nth to say lah. bleah
hhmmm. juz now chatted with wj.. like nth much lah anyway. haiz. now c fel so stress again.. cos of wat? guys. dumb guys. everything's cos of them. not tat i hate them or wat lah. is like they are da root of all our problems. hhmmm.. seems so.. does it? caused fel so much pain etc.. sheeEBy's oso sorta disturbed cos of them... then me oso..? everytime get reminded then mood will change... i dunno. dun wanna tink bout anything. have been doing fine da past dunno how long. yaR. then.... last nite sheeEBy just had to ask me bout him. . . said she saw him. again... y she always seeing him one. haiya. was with a girl.. not holding hands or anything though, according to her.. said he looked quite shocked to c her? yah.. well, din reali reply much to wat she said.. though affected my mood a little.... then she still can ask me izzit he got gf ah.. then frenster put married status.. yah wateva lah.. last time i asked him, he said no... haven toked to him in awhile.. last time was da day b4 genting trip.. got da same feeling from him, past few times is all i initiate conversation one.. then he like abit dun wan tok like tat. haiz. i dunno lah. then sometimes nv ans or wat.... hate being ignored. best thing is tat i told him tat b4. haiz. i dunno lah. last time all those things he said n promised.. i believed. not sure if i still do. holding on? i dunno. mayb not. feel like he let me down? somehow.. i dunno... hhmmm. noe tat some ppl tink he's juz playing with me n scared i get hurt or wat. yah well, thnx for all ur concern reali appreciate it n am happi tat i have frens, but i trust he's not such a person. we'll juz have to wait n c. as much as i hope sth will come out of this, i oso wish tat nth happens.. tat we'll go our seperate ways. juz remain as frens. feel like i'm not gd enuff for anyone. dun deserve anything. will give da guy a bad image if seen out with me. shit like tat. haiya. i dunno. its too bad tat i suck. i'm pathetic. hu cares anyway.
when the rite time comes.... then we'll c how.
got fourteen minutes left to change n get ready to go donate my dirty blood. tink i'm gonna be late? hope not=|
you sang to me @ {11:49:00 AM}
i wanna learn inline hockey!! saw them train juz now then like super fun... haiya. c how lah.. when i got time n most importantly, money... yea. hope tat day comes soooon=]
you sang to me @ {1:38:00 AM}
no one said anything about hating anyone. .
you sang to me @ {1:35:00 AM}
Thursday, April 06, 2006
i'm lazy. dun feel like writing anything.. rough summary. had fun at genting.. bought a bag n ten tops. followed by da 2 matches on the weekend. won cressent 5-1, drew theresians 1-1. then dotc.. was alright lah. not super fun n stuff. but yah. comp spoilt for da past few days so cldn't come write anything. sheeEBy using last nite n i was too tired from camp to wait for her to finish so now morning then use loh.. oh shit i'm gonna be late! forgot da time!! gotta be in sch by 4... shit bye
you sang to me @ {2:27:00 PM}
why'd you have to remind me..i was fine five seconds ago....
you sang to me @ {2:22:00 PM}
